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My husband is 33!!! :-)
AND I GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW!!!

sooo stoked! LOVE PAPA ROACH (duh)


17 min after I wrote happy birthday on their page. MAYBE he saw it ; )
lol, i'm a gushing dork.


THIS TIME TOMORROW i will be ROCKING out :-D

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THIS IS ALL SO FUCKED UP!!!

mental breakdown? almost.

what the fuck is going on! i did NOTHING WRONG!

Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: aggravated aggravated
Current Music: framing hanley : ) lolipop <3

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:)
to an interesting semester. old friends, new friends, and those in between
fingers crossed, knock on wood

Current Location: dorm
Current Music: papa roach : )

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I GET TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE PARK TOMORROW!!! :-D
No jinxing, just excited to get out of this crazy house! Ugh.
AND DRINK! I'm always DD for my friends cuz i know i will actually control myself from drinking. and that sucks. I get to drink! haha. But not as bad as the worst black out I've gotten which was on Friday. THAT was nuts!
Anywho. I'm excited : )

Current Location: Silver SprAng
Current Mood: excited excited
Current Music: Christina Aguilera

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So my parents want to move. I DONT WANT TO MOVE! I finally am loving Silver Spring. Javi lives so close to me, and I'm loving CP and how close i am to all my family.
The realtor is coming over on Sunday, which means MAJOR cleaning. I just threw away so much stuff I've been keeping from my school years, mostly JDS (obvs). And I found stuff from like 9th grade when I was an emo fuck. It's really sad. Like, how CONSUMED I really must have been back then (honestly, the whole experience in 9th grade is no joke, one huge black out--hardly remember ANYTHING except the plays I was in). And then I just saw a girl who I was in a play with a few years ago's away message. She's approximately in 10th grade. And her aways are always so goddamned depressing! The one today is "things will never be the same again and it's all to your blame." well something like that. and really, chicka-ITS NOT ALL THAT BAD. You won't even remember all this, and NOTHING is really that important back then and you'll notice it all later.

On the other side-I drunkenly messaged Dave from Israel. We've kept in contact, he always says how much he misses me, and when I was in a facebook relationship with a boy, he got upset. Haha, he's adorably and I miss him. I told him I hoped he didn't have to be a part of the war, and he told me he did. And that's just made me so upset thinking about it. Like, I am praying for Israel, obviously. But, I just would feel better knowing that he and everyone else I know are fully safe. Of course, I don't think any Israeli should have to suffer due to the asshole terrorists, but it just sucks when your heart is in a danger zone. I really care about all my friends and family from Israel, or like Gabe who's there visiting, and Yoni, and others. It's just not cool.
All I can really do is support Israel in anyway I can. So far, it's just been praying and checking up on those I know there. And I found the lanyard I got in Israel, that says I <3 Israel, and I have been using that for all my UMD stuff and keys everyday.

Standing strong for Israel,
Rachel

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Current Music: Jimmy Eat World.

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But other than that, my weekend was pretty legit. OC formal was fun.

Current Location: Dorm
Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Papa Roach. Cuz they're the only ones ever.

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how much i don't want to go back to school Monday...
I like sleeping.
And doing nothing important.
Wednesday-came home officially, chilled with my madre
Thursday-Thanksgiving fun : )
Friday- food shopping, bridesmaid dress pick up, shabbat dinner, saw my grandmother, then drank the night away with Javi and watched a movie <33
Saturday-breakfast with Javi, watched TV, went to verizon store, watched TV... : )


so nice
doing nothing
and school's going to be so intense when i go back. gay.
i do miss tiffany though. and drinking constantly haha.
oh umd <3 the following week through sunday should be legit.
Although, i do like the laziness of my house and my room : )

I love my friends. I love my family.

Current Location: MY ROOM!!
Current Mood: content content
Current Music: Valencia

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Wow. This year's so much better..I just got back from 9:30 club!!! (FINALLY!! <3) i love how my dorm's like a [public] high school. the people are funky yet can be awesome.
Still gonna transfer? We'll see.

I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS WEEKEND. With all this work I have to do (finishing psyc 200 while keeping up with all my other fucking fuckloads of fucktarded work)-FORMAL on FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and a legit weekend.

ps-i think it's funny how this guy appointed himself my f*ck b*dd* : )
whatever.
this year's pretty legit.
I'm gonna go broke, but it's still pretty damn legit.
<3

Current Location: WORCESTOR fucking HALL!!!
Current Mood: good good
Current Music: tai stuck in my head

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I met some of my favorite people this year, and my birthday weekend shows it.
PAPA ROACH IS GOD!
on so many levels-again. Never ceases to amaze me.

I love me some Jacoby. And his whole being a god thing.

I'm also now from florida and 5'9" haha <3

What a weekend.

Current Music: PAPA ROACH! (do i KNOW anything else?)

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It's my 19th birthday!!!
javi and had a sleep over last night. less than three times ten!!

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Current Music: hotspur

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