makethemost

Today is Jacoby Shaddix's birthday!!!

2009-07-28T23:10:49Z

My husband is 33!!! :-)
AND I GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW!!!

sooo stoked! LOVE PAPA ROACH (duh)

17 min after I wrote happy birthday on their page. MAYBE he saw it ; )
lol, i'm a gushing dork.

THIS TIME TOMORROW i will be ROCKING out :-D

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this is all so fucked up

2009-02-10T05:53:24Z

THIS IS ALL SO FUCKED UP!!!

mental breakdown? almost.

what the fuck is going on! i did NOTHING WRONG!

<3

2009-01-29T04:18:28Z

:)
to an interesting semester. old friends, new friends, and those in between
fingers crossed, knock on wood

TOMORROW!!!

2009-01-23T22:49:17Z

I GET TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE PARK TOMORROW!!! :-D
No jinxing, just excited to get out of this crazy house! Ugh.
AND DRINK! I'm always DD for my friends cuz i know i will actually control myself from drinking. and that sucks. I get to drink! haha. But not as bad as the worst black out I've gotten which was on Friday. THAT was nuts!
Anywho. I'm excited : )

Happy new year! memory lane style...

2009-01-02T04:10:20Z

So my parents want to move. I DONT WANT TO MOVE! I finally am loving Silver Spring. Javi lives so close to me, and I'm loving CP and how close i am to all my family.
The realtor is coming over on Sunday, which means MAJOR cleaning. I just threw away so much stuff I've been keeping from my school years, mostly JDS (obvs). And I found stuff from like 9th grade when I was an emo fuck. It's really sad. Like, how CONSUMED I really must have been back then (honestly, the whole experience in 9th grade is no joke, one huge black out--hardly remember ANYTHING except the plays I was in). And then I just saw a girl who I was in a play with a few years ago's away message. She's approximately in 10th grade. And her aways are always so goddamned depressing! The one today is "things will never be the same again and it's all to your blame." well something like that. and really, chicka-ITS NOT ALL THAT BAD. You won't even remember all this, and NOTHING is really that important back then and you'll notice it all later.

On the other side-I drunkenly messaged Dave from Israel. We've kept in contact, he always says how much he misses me, and when I was in a facebook relationship with a boy, he got upset. Haha, he's adorably and I miss him. I told him I hoped he didn't have to be a part of the war, and he told me he did. And that's just made me so upset thinking about it. Like, I am praying for Israel, obviously. But, I just would feel better knowing that he and everyone else I know are fully safe. Of course, I don't think any Israeli should have to suffer due to the asshole terrorists, but it just sucks when your heart is in a danger zone. I really care about all my friends and family from Israel, or like Gabe who's there visiting, and Yoni, and others. It's just not cool.
All I can really do is support Israel in anyway I can. So far, it's just been praying and checking up on those I know there. And I found the lanyard I got in Israel, that says I <3 Israel, and I have been using that for all my UMD stuff and keys everyday.

Standing strong for Israel,
Rachel

OTHER THAN THAT!

2008-12-08T00:18:51Z

But other than that, my weekend was pretty legit. OC formal was fun.

ugh

2008-11-30T05:02:05Z

how much i don't want to go back to school Monday...
I like sleeping.
And doing nothing important.
Wednesday-came home officially, chilled with my madre
Thursday-Thanksgiving fun : )
Friday- food shopping, bridesmaid dress pick up, shabbat dinner, saw my grandmother, then drank the night away with Javi and watched a movie <33
Saturday-breakfast with Javi, watched TV, went to verizon store, watched TV... : )

so nice
doing nothing
and school's going to be so intense when i go back. gay.
i do miss tiffany though. and drinking constantly haha.
oh umd <3 the following week through sunday should be legit.
Although, i do like the laziness of my house and my room : )

I love my friends. I love my family.

MARYLAND!!!

2008-11-18T05:35:14Z

Wow. This year's so much better..I just got back from 9:30 club!!! (FINALLY!! <3) i love how my dorm's like a [public] high school. the people are funky yet can be awesome.
Still gonna transfer? We'll see.

I'M SO EXCITED FOR THIS WEEKEND. With all this work I have to do (finishing psyc 200 while keeping up with all my other fucking fuckloads of fucktarded work)-FORMAL on FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and a legit weekend.

ps-i think it's funny how this guy appointed himself my f*ck b*dd* : )
whatever.
this year's pretty legit.
I'm gonna go broke, but it's still pretty damn legit.
<3

WHAT A BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!

2008-10-05T22:58:48Z

I met some of my favorite people this year, and my birthday weekend shows it.
PAPA ROACH IS GOD!
on so many levels-again. Never ceases to amaze me.

I love me some Jacoby. And his whole being a god thing.

I'm also now from florida and 5'9" haha <3

What a weekend.

It's my birthday!

2008-10-02T20:38:51Z

It's my 19th birthday!!!
javi and had a sleep over last night. less than three times ten!!

makethemost @ 2008-10-01T19:31:00

2008-10-01T23:32:16Z

MY BIRTHDAY'S TOMORROW

gaagasdjkhgflallalalalgallaagagaaga

i love my friends this year!!! <3333333

rushing

2008-09-08T02:29:42Z

...is crazy.

nerve racking.

:-/

i hope i get to go somewhere i like/will fit in.

makethemost @ 2008-08-22T19:10:00

2008-08-22T23:12:05Z

PAPA ROACH IS COMING TWO DAYS AFTER MY BIRTHDAY. OMG!!!
and i'm seeing valencia next week <3

but. WHAT AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY PRESENT! i joked with becca about them coming on my birthday since their new cd hits stores 3rd tuesday of September (hearts x a million!). And now it's almost true.
Too bad it's a merriweather show and they're opening. BUT IT IS PAPA ROACH. When you get to see God live, you can't be too choosy.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

<3333

parttime

2008-08-08T20:45:41Z

super parttime = me
i'm working 2 jobs right now. none of them 40 hours a week, even though the dental office is getting closeeee.
6 days a week. fine, i like having things to do and responsibilities. however, it's making me tired (esp getting up at 5:30 am 3-4 days a week!), go to sleep early, wake up early which means no partying :( sad face.
when the dentist job ends :( sadface again, i just got a job at the restaurant on campus. super excited for that. just went there to interview/accept (since i said i could work when they need) and it sounds awesome. the job sounds like i'll always have something to do, which is perfect. the student interviewing me was so nice and told me about how close the undergrads (yes, students-not random people working there like at the store) are. and there are formals every semester, and kickballs summer sundays, and school year thursday night outtings. super awesome sounding. really want that stuff. so :) happy face.
to do that job, i had to change discussion sections for my astronomy class and that meant-using testudo, i had to drop the class, and reassign the section number. which makes me on waitlist since now all the sections are closed. for both ones i waitlisted, i'm #1 to get in, so i'm not worried. however, that's leaving me taking 9 credits instead of 12. part time. haha. go figure.
i can't wait for this and next weekend. this --> becca, end of the week--> becca again, saturday --> hotspur.
sexytime!

make the most

postal script

2008-08-03T21:26:40Z

ps - i still hate my dad.

shalom

2008-07-29T22:23:30Z

hi,
i'm Ms. WorksALot, nice to meet you.

intoxication + best week

2008-07-19T05:24:46Z

i'm drunk. and i'm seeing valencia tomorrow. life couldn't get better.
papa roach was on sunday-and on their myspace they talk about how amazing it was
warped tour was wed-story of the year owns me
tomorrow-up front for valencia, chilling in the back with mike for all time low.

epic.
best week ever.

as i described to my mom,
i'm in love with papa roach
but i have a crush on valenci

AKA-papa roach is my janelle, but valencia's my dr. [*giggles*] Will.

i love dr. will, but it's always janelle over him, haha.

katy perry's voice is awesome.

yessss

2008-07-16T11:57:02Z

WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!

story of the year <3333

wooo, gonna be so fun today! my ass will probably get beaten up but whatever. it's fucking WAPRED TOUR!

makethemost @ 2008-07-09T23:44:00

2008-07-10T03:45:05Z

Sometimes it sucks to think back upon how great things used to really be.

Listening to the new SOTY CD and i come across this...

2008-07-09T23:14:02Z

In this home - quiet the sin
Violence is known
Only by the ones who bare these walls
She is saint - hiding it all
Underneath her smile - her soul is shamed

Cuz a fathers hands speak a thousand words of what he thinks of her
With the sound of her breaking down one day -
When the pain is gone she will finally know, she is not alone
But the sound of her breaking down seems never-ending now

The worst is over
Yeah the worst is over
Yeah the worst is over now

For so long - she holds the blame
She bares the curse
Weighing down on everything she knows
Honor betrayed - taken away
Even now the brightest star - will fade

Cuz a fathers hands speak a thousand words of what he thinks of her
With the sound of her breaking down one day -
When the pain is gone she will finally know, she is not alone
But the sound of her breaking down seems never-ending now

The worst is over now
~SOTY-Angel in the Swamp
Wow.

whatever

2008-07-03T02:38:04Z

so over it all...

uh oh..ev lyrics

2008-07-01T02:30:09Z

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

good god! what the hell, who goes to the party of the girl you're hooking up with and hit on some girl, get her number and text her after she leaves...in front of the chick you're hooking up with.

and i still stayed up late with him.

what the hell...what the hell? what's wrong with me? i have to end this. not cool.

no regrets, no regrets. just past to learn from, grow from and become better from.

"time and time again you think about yourself before you think about me"
"these black clouds they rain down, but they can't kill the sun inside"
"now i've told you everything....never said it so forget it [the best]"
--P Roach is always there <3
what a fuckface. black clouds won't bring me down. learning mistake/learning experience...

~Rachel/student.

let's play this game

2008-04-28T03:27:14Z

called what will be wrong with me next??
let's see
april 9 - 12 = appendicitis/surgery/hospital/recovery
april 12-14 = CO2 gasses in my body causing much pain
april 14-21 = areas of surgery in pain
april 21-23 = super tired, can't walk straight
april 23-25 = creeping along of stiff neckness
april 25-26 = horrible stomacache for about 48 hours
today, april 27 = symptomatic of laringitis

on a brighter note..i got inducted into phi eta sigma and alpha lambda delta, the national honors societies at UMD's chapter. pretty cool ceremony.

on a less brighter note...theres another mouse in our house. causing me to screech -- i cant control it. and it hurts me a lot. i feel like shitttt

my parents got me the enV today. just like my old phone, just my mom wanted to get a new phone so we all did =( but of course i misplaced my old phone already so i only have like half of my A's of contacts. oh boys.
but all time low is my new RINGBACK tone. hot stuffff

i was gonna start studying for bio, but i feel like 10000345% shit

makethemost @ 2008-04-27T00:39:00

2008-04-27T04:39:33Z

i just vacuumed my bed lol

geez, just thinking about it and..

2008-04-25T04:41:39Z

i'm such a medical mess.

like, in choosing where i wanna live next year, i realized i can't get the 2nd floor rooms cuz id have to take the stairs every day, and with my stomach and feet, and random other stuff that could happen..i really shouldnt. cuz sometimes i can be such a medical mess.